The light is gone

I’m losing interest in reality.

Yeah, I have this habit of calling everything that sickens me reality.

I’m totally sick of everything that’s reality. I keep wanting to reset my life and start all over but that absolutely can’t happen. I keep wanting to run away from everything—everything that saddens me, maddens me, and sickens me.

I keep escaping because I couldn’t accept that this

THIS IS MY REALITY

And I know that I have no one else to blame beside myself

Because I did this;
I did all these to myself.

I’ve lost my chances to change things

——

I’d like to think that it’s just a bad day.

Of a tough week.

Of a bad month.

Of a terrible sem.

Of a dreadful existence.

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