How do you put your dripping tears down into words?
How do you sing a melody without lyrics?
How do you type the bloody nothingness streaming out of your guts?
How do you describe a pain that’s undescribable? That is unspeakable? That leaves you gasping for air? That tears you asunder and leaves you crumbling back into an abyssal limbo?
I don’t know, but I just did that, didn’t I?
I don’t even know what I’m typing
What I’m writing
What I’m thinking
The only thing reverberating in my head now is that I want to escape my mind
My mind is crumbling